I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said
I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.
You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.
I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to
I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,
Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
The devil’s in my midst.
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.