i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming