my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

i feel... “okay” really that mean i’ve been dissoci… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go