(2013)
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
