Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath

Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.

What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel

Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me

I am most beautiful where it matte… On the inside If you don’t want that in your lif… Why should I waste my precious te… I loved life before you

Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along

Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup

I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty

When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development

You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…

Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized

You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference

Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs

You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you

Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing