chronic illness girlie
Chills run down my neck. The crisp night air, Solitude within thousands of stars… You cross my mind, I scream at myself for caring.
As gross as it is to admit it, I can feel the beads of sweat form… It’s 30 degrees outside, I’m in t… Surrounded by cardboard boxes. Filled with memories,
I can hardly process the fact that… In her life? It’s almost an unfathomable though… I forget, so simply, that we are c… That when I hold her hand, she ca…
It’s a challenging thing, trying to accept that you actually have some value as a human being. That someone, somewhere has to care about you in some capacity, when all you’ve ever been ...
The indescribable joy I feel, He says body is something of beaut… How loved I felt, how worthy of i… He told me he couldn’t stop starin… My figure, my movements, myself.
Months pass, and I can’t keep mys… I no longer long for you, nor need… I don’t fear being alone, but I f… My mind plays games I am unaware…
You used to tell me to stop, When I would apologise too much, For things I shouldn’t have to. I did anyway. You used to make me tired.
I feel sick to my skin, Simply thinking of your beautiful… Reducing to bones.
often i tend to ruin things for my… i’ve heard a handful of beautiful… but it’s different this time i hop… it makes sense, the line of string… i open my window at night and it’s…
And though my eyes are almost shut… I’ll let them stay heavy for a whi… If I fall asleep now, Tonight will turn from reality to… And while they’re wasn’t anything,
“Drunk words, sober thoughts.” So when I was serving you that ni… You had been watching me. Your wife and daughter, sat next t… Shot after shot, you had everyone,…
I want, What I want, What you can’t accept. You want, What you want,
Every night without fail, Before letting myself drift off to… I line up my stuffed animals, All of them tucked under the cover… Surrounded, crowded, loved.
Drunk Done up A bow in my hair We hugged I fought
Spend a year, Living out of a cardboard box. Washing yourself in your own spit, Not purchasing a single piece of s… Because you’re helping,