June 12, 2023 I can wait 1000 lifetimes for you
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore