did you know if sharks stop swimmi… my mother found joy in domesticity… with three kids and a husband, bak… and good for her, good for fucking… my safe place is flats filled with…
he kissed along my scars and asked… i tangled my fingers in his hair a…
i’m busy with bruised legs covered… i’ve got my black boots kicked up… on a hot swing set in the backyard of a church that doesn’t want me. i’m saying fuck, getting familiar…
i’m building sentences like lego w… but they just aren’t clicking. i’m trying to find just one way, t… the mindfuck i’m going through. it’s not clicking in their brains,
when the ash settles down and you… wild and dancing, you see blackeni… you see the ending of it all and i… the way it dances and beckons you… the way you wish it would.
i’m asking you to sunbake me, politely. i want to melt into the cracks, like earth-ending dinosaur juice.
i love it when fading sunlight hit… lighting up my eyes and every line… then, i start understanding why i… but, when it’s not dawn or dusk, i’ll close the blinds and curtains…
you hurt me so much, but i never h… i just hated you for telling me it…
i flick the lighter on, on, on off. a useless fidget, one that turns my thumb gray and r…
i hope you know that you’re still my favorite hiding place and through it all, you’re still my favorite secret keeper
i’m spilling red wine on your whit… it’s on purpose, just so i can poi… look! we match ‘cause my white shit is already st…
i’m tired of crying into my pages… with my mouth stuffed with blackbe… seeds spilling out and my tongue d… i want to lock myself up in the ba… to shatter the mirrors with shriek…
i let you watch me lose my goddamn… raging at the wallpaper and crying… i let you listen to the burning an… and the pop of a pill bottle openi… i let you feel the screaming apolo…
“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.
i’m waiting for the good part, i’m praying real hard that it’s st…