you go to touch me, and i bite your soft, warm fingers… then when you’ve left, i cry because i’m cold.

if i loved you less maybe i could sleep through the ni…

i am beginning to blur at the edge… i’ve been becoming something of lo… i think i’ve wanted this storm lon… that it will wash me away with it.

trying not to cry in the holiday i… my mama said something mean again

there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.

there is a body sprawled out on a… obscenely and nudely. with a blissed out face and beaded… smears of red on the face and stom… it lies there with a lighter in a…

i love saying no, and watching men who are not accustomed to hearing… grow mad and confused. betrayed by the idea of me ruining… and not the other way around.

my ma stuck that knife in me straight down to the hilt. she treated the knife like a nail, and treated her fist like a hammer… i pulled it out, bit by bit,

i’m sick of people telling me they… and then reach for the knife lodge… just to twist it. fuck you guys for that. fuck me for falling for it.

i laughed out loud. the world didn’t implode.

you hurt me so much, but i never h… i just hated you for telling me it…

i’m asking you to sunbake me, politely. i want to melt into the cracks, like earth-ending dinosaur juice.

staying alive is the most terrifyi…

i don’t want to think about you an… so please, stop asking about me. stop telling my friends you’re sor… for the hopes it will get through… i don’t miss you anymore.

i don’t miss you as much as i thou… isn’t that terrible? aren’t i such… i told you, curling into myself, s… that i smell your clothes when i f… i refused to wash them or set them…