part 1: horror i loved her, but oh my god, it was so, so bad. we were the campfire stories in th… that was us, and that’s what we st…

i don’t want to grow up but god, i can’t wait to get older…

the ocean makes a damned pagan out… i turn into the little kid i was w… the ocean reminds me i’m in limbo. reminds me i’ve come from boat peo…

there’s something so forgiving in being angry on behalf of a chil… who no one was angry for.

i am far more childish than i ever allowed myself to be

“do you still think i’m pretty?” i… mascara running down my face, lips…

i don’t want to think about you an… so please, stop asking about me. stop telling my friends you’re sor… for the hopes it will get through… i don’t miss you anymore.

i have my mothers hands and her sh… i’ve got my dad’s jaw and his impa… i’m ten times as angry as my mothe… and twice as sad as my father is. here’s the thing, part one:

i’m asking you to sunbake me, politely. i want to melt into the cracks, like earth-ending dinosaur juice.

i love breaking your heart. call me a sadist, i don’t particul… i’ll reel you back in like a trout…

i’m whispering “baby,” up to the n… relishing in the roll of the word… the hum of influence, consequence,… like a storm, like a burn, like an…

i want you to know that i love you… and that thinking too much about i… to be completely honest, just for… i don’t know the normal amount of… i’m afraid sometimes that i don’t…

i hope you know that you’re still my favorite hiding place and through it all, you’re still my favorite secret keeper

staying alive is the most terrifyi…

i’m building sentences like lego w… but they just aren’t clicking. i’m trying to find just one way, t… the mindfuck i’m going through. it’s not clicking in their brains,