insomnia, violence, puncture wound… a razor, eating your organs raw, a… impatient, obsessive, humiliating.

he kissed along my scars and asked… i tangled my fingers in his hair a…

you go to touch me, and i bite your soft, warm fingers… then when you’ve left, i cry because i’m cold.

there’s a swarm of vultures overhe… something is dead.

i waited for the other shoe to dro… oh, it did. “i’m sorry,” i said, “for trying t… you smile and say, “i’m used to it… “you shouldn’t be.”

like a knife to flesh. phantom pain. a faint scar, but it’s jagged. wishing you’d come back and try ag… so i could step right into the kni…

god carries a honey-soaked stake w… and his lovers scream at me to sto… to let him sink it into my chest,…

my ma stuck that knife in me straight down to the hilt. she treated the knife like a nail, and treated her fist like a hammer… i pulled it out, bit by bit,

he’s full of tuesdays and peonies, and i’m made up of saturdays and b… so he says, forgive and forget, and i say, get high and throw dart… he’s got his arms open wide

i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?

i’m not entirely sure i’m alive, s… saying that makes me seem crazy or… maybe i am, maybe it matters, but i don’t really think it does. you have your hands on my thigh.

i go from adoring to loathing at t… hi baby! oh, you forgot to do the… didn’t know you were a backstabbin… mistakes aren’t mistakes, that everyone makes.

you tell me what to do and i lose… i swallow down the anger with a pi… i count to five watching the fire… before pressing it down on my thig… my friends keep getting worried,

you hurt me so much, but i never h… i just hated you for telling me it…

i think i do my best to be good wh… it’s not shaped for my kind of rag… it has no place for sickness, and… i drown in it, i suffocate in it. paradise is not a hospice, but i a…