Only memories Words to promises to lies The memory’s world

Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for

Just breathe simply breathe Leader of no one but one Simply breathe just breathe Do this anymore I don’t deserve your anger

Depressed down and up Look for success yet unsure Alone and afraid

Alone yet crowded Paradise don’t let me down Crowded yet alone

Child to an adult One’s frozen needs affect all Can’t let the love go Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light

When it only hurts Sleep finally comes to me Eyes closed wide awake Blood river of love Resurrection entertained

Someone knowing more Decides who and what I am Searching they must be

Colder in her storm Life screams again, no laughter Rotting vanity

A fading flower Vulnerable conditions A human compost

Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Peripeteia Safe haven turns to fortress Every kiss a lie

Memories linger One’s past doesn’t define one Shallow grave awaits

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away