My last breath is hers I’m under her influence Aeonian love

Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one

I am what I need Light and dark reflect their truth I live in the fire

Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying

Depressed down and up Look for success yet unsure Alone and afraid

My sanctuary A dark painful resting place Alarm strikes collide Socialization An alignment or betrayed

Behind these blue eyes A kiss from a rose draws blood Goodbye goodbye her Only memory A believer of the day

I need only you The long loneliness lingers My love hangover

Broken, I deserve All that we need, come & gone Runaway angels

You bring life to me Paper won’t keep or make leave Shelter from the fear Heat beneath winter Troubled dreams leave me alone

Memories linger One’s past doesn’t define one Shallow grave awaits

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

When it only hurts Sleep finally comes to me Eyes closed wide awake Blood river of love Resurrection entertained

Underneath your smile The flower to my garden A new seed of life