this is what i said and meant but unfortunately the opposite of what i did 08/30/15
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
He sits on a hill of bodies and wonders why has this become his hated fate To take the life
Don’t tell me you love me Don’t tell me you hate me Don’t say you
i’ve never met somebody who set my blood on fire quite like this with flames moving throughout my body
This isn’t a poem, it’s relly just… Of pain and sorrow And the lost maybes of tomorrow For i can’t remember a single happ… i remember smiling, laughing
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be
sitting by a monument tower for those fallen befor us yet do we recognize
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
Even though the tears fall the misary never fades You hope to last till morning but you feel you’re withering away
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine
the wind howls as the water churns and we are tempest tossed in this raging storm the men work hard
the ground begins to tremble with the power of her anger the choices
As I sit here and cry nobody notices the tears For I hide