My Story, by ~Midnight Rose~ | poems, essays, and short stories in Poeticous

~Midnight Rose~

~Midnight Rose~

My Story

It started when

i was seven

Its been about

Eleven years now

This strange fasination

With my own death

This wonderment of

Life without myself

Many atempts at

My own life

And many more

Scars on my skin

i always stay

In the end

As my blood and

Words flow from within

Why i stay

i do not know

When i am

Already dead inside

But it started when

i was seven

And hasn’t once

Stoped since

This is part of my life. Who can answer the question hidden in the lines?
10/24/14

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