(2014)
The world is Bendy Far from Friendly Laughing
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
My mind is a prison so torturous, The inmates, my thoughts, preposte… Complying to their pleads would be… But ignoring their screams could b…
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
