(2014)
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
You’re on my mind a lot. I’m not sleeping well. I dreamed about you last night. It was a very vivid dream. You were very much alive.
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
