is it pride or am i just scared?
I feel torned,
don’t noe what is real and what is not,
he said I’m too prideful to adjust to theway he is,
I say its just I’m scared and have to protect myself,
although he makes me feel safe,
I keep my guards up,
I will not talk when we argue,
if u make me feel any less than I am,
well its because if I put u first,
I expect you do the same,
he has no idea,
how hurt I have been,
how I was stalked,
and controlled for so long,
I couldn’t be with anyone new,
without that other person stopping us from been together,
now that I feel I found the one,
I’m scared and he calls it pride?
he can read me well,
but doesn’t know all about this person,
how I have been tormented,
yet lived the best years of my life,
wat to do
what to do?
damn I feel I shud push them away,
lock myself out,
cut the rope,
have no ties,
let them go,
live my own life,
but how can it be,
when this person has changed my soul,
he has shown me a world,
I had never known.
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