(2013)
These words I cry do not come easily; as if they echo from the cold stone depths of a long forgotten tomb.
I am seven years old. My brother is ten. The beating was brutal. My brother is recovering conscious… I believed he was dead.
I stared at her like she was a painting, as if I had all day and night to drink in every curve and contour
Neon lights buzzed in staccato out… Sleep seemed something I dare not… I took myself looking to ease my a… keeping to steamy side-streets and… heading for the part of town beyon…
I’m not really here right now. I can only be here when no-one’s a… and I know no-one can see me. Even when i speak to you, I’m sort of not really here.
I’ve been so afraid to speak these heartfelt words. This secret has been kept so well, from myself, by myself,
My love for you is true, though we have never met. I will not lie to you. I will not steal from you. I will not con or cheat you.
Some time ago, I made my way down to the crossroads, to try my lucky hand at the devil’s gaming tables.
A subtle movement, a facial expression, a particular posture, the constant hint of danger; as if he were here again,
Sweet Mary Jane bade me follow where she led. I went eagerly. She was my life’s one true love. All the others,
Hello, can you see me here? Please, might you stop awhile. I am the one you pass by daily as you hurry homeward bound. I am that one who’s least of us.
My bucket had a hole in it. I kept trying to fill it. The more I tried, the more flowed down the drain. It wasn’t for lack of what was nee…
The essence of night is her infinite darkness, that cannot be measured by space or in time. She’s as large or as small
I gaze into the bleakness of the e… engulfed by a sense of futility an… I am like the man who keeps fishin… though he knows the river is spent… I cast my line into the milky pool…
Who of you will follow where I’m bound to go? None that I can see. None that I can name. No-one that I know.