To my father
(2013)
My father has come to dinner; He does not knock. He is not welcome. He is dead. Yet he insists on joining me
There ain’t no precious gold comin’ outa that there mountain, if all I wanna do is sit and dream of what I’ll do when I get some.
Look out there, see them, boy ? They want yer juice. They’re dry, them circlin’ desert… All they want's yer juice, boy.
Your end? My end? Where the hell’s the middle? You say this. I say that.
Your unexpected words of kindness fell upon this desert dweller’s arid heart
Something whispers, certainly not nothing. A subtle impetus to choose to stir and rise
Not a poem. I hurt; like a Frankenstein monster. Iron fist. Unrelenting.
How does a landed mariner ever tell a living soul about the exquisite rapture of the sultry siren’s song ? As it echoed through the mist,
I am your greatest grandmother calling softly on the ocean winds. I was never lost to you forever, only swallowed by the other half o… Come down with me to the quiet pla…
Late at night; another helter-skelter day, having flown off unexpectedly into alien domains of disarray. So many urgent moments
The old man, who thinks he’s dying, approached me with these words. I am sorry
These words I cry do not come easily; as if they echo from the cold stone depths of a long forgotten tomb.
A subtle movement, a facial expression, a particular posture, the constant hint of danger; as if he were here again,
I am here now. I have removed my outer garments, placed my trust within your circle… I have come because you promised. You told me you would be here
Beloved goddess, sweet holy mother of us all, you who beckon me throughout these hectic days