(2015)
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape