(2014)
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
