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Feeling lost & dazed right now in my life. I feel like everything's losing its joy in my life. A lot of what I used to love has become dull/purposeless.
In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Sifting through pieces of me Left broken and forgotten Trying to find a piece of me I’ve… Looking for my spark Now dying embers
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone
Maybe we’re wasting time Pretending to be fine Not addressing the strain We inflicted on our brains Naming names
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost
Trying to figure out This thing called love Fighting you for no reason Thinking you’ve committed treason Fearing what my imagination shows…
Take your time, do it right Cry my name, hold on tight You can’t deny it, this feels righ… Quit looking at your phone Look into my eyes
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred