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Simply put, feeling the need to do something. Feeling the need to be my true crazy self; which is a shinning star that illuminates everything & everyone around me.
Falling from the sky Silencing the hearts cry Feeding lies In hopes of filling hungry eyes Subjecting the innocence
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Running into the eye of a storm Breaking promises that I’ve sworn Wearing a lightening cloak Picking up psyches that I’ve brok… Grey skies
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
Windswept lovers blown to & fro Lost at sea so long ago Their time togehter was bitterswee… Years have past, their love repeat… Picking up where they last left of…
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me