To far to hold.
To all of those that understand the strugle of long distance relationships.
Your name burns like poison in my veins,
echoing like piercing screams inside my head.
Pulsing through my body,
I’m enraged.
You’re always gone,
I’m angry that I cant be angry.
I hate that your voice is the sweetest sound I’ve ever heard,
but I cant hear it when I want to.
My muscles clench because your touch is so gentle,
but I never get to feel it.
You’re present in my sleep but you’re absent in my bed.
You chase me in my dreams, I smile.
But you haunt me in my consciousnesses.
The only thing that brought us together keeps us apart.
Sometimes I go back to that curvy country road
and I watch our silhouettes fade into the darkness.
I’m angry that I can’t be angry.
I’m angry that it’s hard to reach your love.
(2014)
