Naive enough -
I think I’m done. Done whining, crying, & cribbing.
I went through emotions that explored all possible terrains, in the span of a week.
And now i feel quiet again. Silent, unaffected, dont care.
Yet another fleeting bird is dead inside of me.
But you dont fancy birds, do you?
I lay still, motion less, expression-less.
My head is spinning, and yet in a way it is as if–
I am standing in the middle of a tornado
of events and emotions, good Lord the commotion!
So, yes. Do as you please. I’m above it.
It was torturous to sit around and wait; over think.
I know its been only two days.
My brain has processed every possible possibility.
So leave, or i will–
For this madness in my head needs to end.
Give a while longer, and I’ll return as a friend..
There was nothing wrong. Nothing you did or said.
This was me dealing with my own set of idiocies.
And time by myself allowed me to cook my own theories–
I allowed myself to feel stupid at the end of it!
The rate at which these thoughts led to one another tell me honestly–
That i was just spinning webs for myself to dive into,
But maybe i wanted to, maybe i needed to–
To believe that i was naive enough to fall for something that was all in my head, yet again.
