It just hurts so much And I can not explain it No matter how deeply I write Sing Speak

At the end of the day Laying alone in the dark Thinking of all the things That trouble your heart You take a step back

That feeling in your chest That feeling in your head You’re becoming something so numb Something so dead Now if we could go back in time

It’s too late To make the change Reverse this curse that we call bl… And though I know it won’t be the… I’m gonna’ leave this world the sa…

I can feel it coming down, the ang… To take my hand as I turn pale As white as the light, how did I… I’m ready to battle, I’m ready fo… The agony to end in emotionless bl…

Do you think I want to live this… Constantly wishing I was able to… Constantly dreaming and hoping for… Always doubting myself; always uns… Which path is right, and which pat…

As I have never seen an uglier fa… Than the one that stares from refl… I in myself am ashamed I should have never stayed I should have never even came

Quit trying to shove this book dow… It only leaves me laying cold Quit trying to save my soul It’s already been sold These lies that you feed me

Even in death may you be held wort… Something you’ll hold above all an… If you feel like drowning Dying in a ditch Hold your head

To my demons To my monsters To my fears Worries and troubles I don’t believe in you

I used to day dream all the time Of dying In place of someone else Because maybe Just maybe

I may be a pain in the ass But I have something that you don… Lust is not love, my friend Lust is not love And I shall repeat this phrase un…

Can you do it? Can you hold your head high? Can you lift up your hands and tou… Feel it, live it Take it all in

I may ask the simple question Your answer may be hard I’m willing to take the chance To break or free this simple heart My simple mind is deeper than it l…