I see it coming again this year
It’s been such a long road
Seen so many loved ones come and then go
Seasons change yet it’s still so fucking cold
My legs are beaten, sweater needs sewn
Eyes so weary they begin to fall from sockets
Paid in flesh never out of pocket
My debt full fledged with no warning at all
Mystics say I’ve seen it all
I see it coming again this year...
I inch towards the edge cause I’ve seen too much
Could use some friends right now but have lost all touch
Temperature rush
This guiding force...
A free fall crush
Simple measures taken to raze my fears
I see it coming again this year...
I care nothing of the world gone by
Yet there is a few in it I cannot deny
Tried to hitch a ride but was left behind
Now I’m caught trying to catch up
I fall with fever...
I fall and wince
Overdosing on meaning I thought made sense
Slipping deeper and deeper into relevance
Into self...
Becoming self aware
Psychologically hear nor there
I see it coming again this year...
The subterranean fire burns
It’s a faithful disease it always returns
Addicted to it
My body yearns
It’ll soon be your turn
Be patient my friend...
It sees us all to the end
Have no fear it’ll soon start in
I see it coming again this year...
I’ve regained my inspiration
I’ve found my way
Comfortably beneath the leaves I’m splayed
Gazing up at the trees I’ve raised
So free and clear
Intoxicating breezes
Nature regained
Holding on to all that remains
Scentless flowers invite the rain
So free and clear
I see it coming again this year...
It’s been twelve years since I ran
Twelve years since she died in my arms
Along her bedside it began
The conclusion
Packed up my bags and headed to my death
Died so many times but God would not let me rest
I am erroneous...
Self seeking at best...
Emotionless, a fucking mess
Still I walk these streets so much to bear
Not capable of breathing
Rejecting much needed air
Descending closer to my release
Emotionally cleared
I’ll be gone this time next year.
(2014)
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