Its wrestling with an emotion unhe… A guilt that has been burned up, transferred up and stirred up. An abandonment to an unknown promi… So loyalty turns into the memory–…

Prologue - (I kept walking, with my eyes glue… The sun hit my eyelids and rays of… Something was trying to escape.—— Moonlight– moon lit meadows,

I was suddenly released, as I was cried at your knees. Beg and pleaded, please Take me back Instead ur on a search

A feeling that is unfortunately ti… Not a poem that is rhyme-less, It makes sense, but feels tense. I swear we shared something real, I am not quite sure of your ordeal…

I live a life, A life to please. Where no-one knows the in-between. Some what of an irony. A soul that is open, lock and key

I swear to god I see your face There’s no one else you could repl… I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb… It takes me to a better place I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

I don’t exist Only at times when I speak I sit and observe Merely an object that consumes I have a room

It plays over an over again in my… It won’t go away, can’t get out of… 5 am and the feelings are all gone… Is it the will to be right or the… Back and forth with the same tune,…

Its Sunday..bloody Sunday, have… The words slip out of my mouth lik… When they know they are in the wr… Partially at fault, for letting it… I am partially at fault, partially…

I finally am enjoying my time alon… I crave my morning coffee under my… My morning bath, journaling, water… Cleaning my own space. Enjoying b… For months I’d wake up and look b…

Rising sun, go to sleep A new day has begun. Wake up, afternoon, Close my eyes,

I can feel the feeling What’s that feeling It’s tingling in my feet Creeping through me Surrounding me whole

We never really consider the time inbetween The winter and the spring The spring and the summer The summer and the fall