I’m sorry I never told you About why I was so nervous around… I’m sorry I never confessed Because you moved on, And I didn’t.
We used to have the same lunch, didn’t we? We used to laugh at the same jokes… wouldn’t we? We were woven from the same fabric
star-drunk child, foolish in your fear— announce your cries to the night, feel the heat of life
I fear That now There is no real me. I wear a mask of personality And pretend I’m happy.
Notes rolling off of my fingers The right hand sings a soft melody… The richer undertones of the left… Flowing and melting in swirling ma… The quiet inner voice on the right…
star-struck because stars are fictional, heavenly things. but
We have tendencies to be self destructive and it was only ever our fault, yours and mine and we were never okay.
It is the emptiness, the nothingness, the in-between. Is it broken? Is it maimed?
There are words that I was mistaken to say. There was one time when we were strangers,
Empty eggshells Line the floor And you can’t walk across Or get to the door. You can’t reach your shoes,
damp. damp and frothy and sticky upon
What am I without poetry, Without words, blossoming on the page? I would be but a shell of myself And you would find me
I want to hold your hand Tight in my own As we run far away To a brand new home. I want to cup your face
Words are just words They say But if they’re “just words,” Why do they hurt so much more When they tell the truth?
And we were always running never to but always from and always running... And we were always hurting never for but always from