(2013)
I awoke in the dark next to you and more alone than ever I was amazed to hear your heart beating from
There is poetry in nature better left to be spoken wordlessly by the breeze
It must be a wednesday or a friday or any day at all for I am painfully aware of the wo… that consumes me
I spend my nights wishing on every star in the sky that you are alive and well
I hope this is postmarked before my death certificate is dat… but you’ll know why if it is or if it isn’t If you get this in time
Just when I get back on my feet you pass on by and I lose my footing Again
I awoke from a deep sleep and knew the reason was to write I love you
The pen must be mightier than the sword For there is nothing that will spill your guts faster than a bit of ink that says
If nature were so flattered by poems written with itself in mind as people are we would be moving mountains
Loving you was never sweet like the taste of vanilla the way I thought it was supposed to be It was more like
I’ve kept my eyes closed most of these past eighteen years because I find it just as dark
The hands of this watch haven’t moved since the last time you did and I’m not sure if I’m ready to hear the ticking
I know that you were there in my dreams and in my arms Every dream we
I see no joyous rebirth in spring for autumn will bring another death I see no joyous rebirth
I write sharp words with a sharper knife on page after page of what might as well be the skin of my back