Forever seems like so long until I think of all the times spent waiting

I wish you had told me that on the good days kissing you would make me think that I knew what happiness was and on the bad days

I hope this is postmarked before my death certificate is dat… but you’ll know why if it is or if it isn’t If you get this in time

The hands of this watch haven’t moved since the last time you did and I’m not sure if I’m ready to hear the ticking

There is something to be said of a true friend One who will pull the knife from your back One who will stitch the wounds

So much time passes without feeling a single thing that I think I would give anything

Life is an uphill struggle Nothing comes easy and only hard work pays off I don’t like hard work was my 5 word protest

I know that you were there in my dreams and in my arms Every dream we

Under the weight of life I forget how to breathe and I feel suffocated I hesitantly make peace with the world

I was like a rain cloud over a small garden and dammit if you weren’t that garden so full of flowers that I fell in love

I’ve always been at the very least a little caught up on everything about you This idea of you

If nature were so flattered by poems written with itself in mind as people are we would be moving mountains

To put it simply each beat of your heart is a gift that I receive with the anticipation of a child at christmas

I’ll keep searching for the meaning of life and I hope I find it as crumpled paper nearish a trash can