(2010)
The sea that I see was as blue as green and the seaweed the sea saw was as green as blue the colors were twisted
I never thought things could possibly get any worse until I met reality
Concentration those eyes, I’d like to see just for one moment how you look at me then maybe you’d know
I feel like I’m overreacting, but… It was lit then burnt out quick, w… I am everything you need, and you… Will she listen to you cry, though… Could you look me in the eye and t…
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait
Deep down inside lives somebody else you will never know this body, a mask to fend off all the fakes
my eyes are blank like tarnished diamonds my heart is still like tarnished death your voice is dull
Where is my exit the escape from my heart your key doesn’t fit in this shattered part To see into my heart
Dont you understand Im trying to know you I want to know you Im trying to see you the person you are
I want to tell you everything but the words dont leave my mouth I want to give you everything but Im afraid Im fresh out I know that its perfect
It was nineteen ninety six when her father left home her mother thought she could fix t… such pains she’d never know A four year old, new father found
Im sick of your lies all the fake smiles Ill forever figure out the truth beneath your skin you cheated me and my friends
I write these words just for this class as I watch the birds as they fly past the windows, the sunlight
So here we are again staring at blank walls, they’re br… and there’s no words between us our hearts they deceive us I cant stand the way you laugh
There’s many things I am and more that I’m not but I’ll stay this way for this I have fought You might change my hair