the walls are made of bricks and everything is closing in these bones are made of glass and your words are wearing thin but maybe thats how this works

she sits alone and reads yellow flowers on her desk what she is thinking I dont dare to guess I’ve seen her before

and I dont know what to say how did we get this way you told me that you loved me and that you always would I’d choke out those three words

Everything was certain and all our plans were made all the problems had resided and I was on my way but by my own mistake

I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait

I was so confused Tossed away into the dark Wandering all alone Forgot I had a heart When I was sitting quiet

gripping grasping choking dying painful beautiful all one in the same creep up on me

I’ve been hearing lots of silence But your voice rings in my head I’ve been sitting here trying to w… Hours since I’ve left my bed Lately I’ve come to realize

My eyes grow tired from staring into the dark waiting for you to disappear to stop trying to tell me every thing’s okay when it’s not

When did “I love you” turn to “I… maybe when we started fighting I thought you were the one but your anger became so frighteni… I know I went wrong somewhere

So tired of worrying wondering, wishing that everyone would pull their hea… It feels as though Im running, fighting

I once met a boy some years ago I was so fucked up I didnt know I tripped up some stairs

what did I do to deserve this I’m losing friends only trust gained I have lost

I think that I’m over done, I’ve lost all belief I tried my hardest you obviously couldn’t see I told you how I felt