(2010)
I write these words just for this class as I watch the birds as they fly past the windows, the sunlight
So close yet so far away just out of reach I’ll reel you in you can’t resist the temptation I’ll be your someone
Through the looking glass is what my eyes see through this magnifying glass made specifically just for me every color, every shape
Every year I get older the weather grows colder and the rose starts to fade and everything is grey As I look to a new day
Killing me inside being ripped apart at the seams please just stop your lies they’re stabbing deeper making me bleed
my eyes are blank like tarnished diamonds my heart is still like tarnished death your voice is dull
Ive dreamed of all the places in the distance where I’d be but now that Im twenty two It feels more like twenty three Ive dreamed of every city
I sit here and lose myself in the thoughts of years ago In the images that pass Of a once so happy home And I am still connected
well, i never lied i never swore i always held my breath i changed everything i am for you until theres nothing of me left
Hands start shaking Heart starts racing I think its overrated this isnt as easy as it seems and no, i, cant go on
the walls have gone white for you’ve drained all the color they sit here in waiting and my mind begins to wander How did we get here?
Its a windy night admist the month of November and the last taste of love I cant seem to remember I miss you when it’s cold
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait
I’ve waited so long to feel this way once again never want it to leave to know how much you care where I am and what I’m doing
I’ve been hearing lots of silence But your voice rings in my head I’ve been sitting here trying to w… Hours since I’ve left my bed Lately I’ve come to realize