The cycle will remain of endless nights and pointless fi… and although you’ve grown to hate… ill love you just the same it was never a question of loyalty

Youre not afraid of your heart what you feel, what you know is re… I admire your smile even though I know its fake For everything you’ve gotten hidde…

were past friends forever inseparable you make me feel as if I’m important the only one out there

I cannot believe you I’m sorry is all I can say That you want to be with me I cannot see things your way Im tired of being used and dragged

Hey Hi whats up? nothing. cool.

the walls have gone white for you’ve drained all the color they sit here in waiting and my mind begins to wander How did we get here?

Its hard holding onto something That was never meant to be Although I swear I tried There’s just something wrong with… I know I said I’d be there

Forgiveness is all I ask from you and from myself big mistakes are my forté but they keep happening, day by da… This life is a wasteland

This home is not a home in this world that I dont know and this family that I share was not my choice to own this house is not a house

nothing even matters now that you’re gone I haven’t seen you in a year and I know that it’s wrong you’ve been taken from life

spinning down falling inside gasping for air grasping for the sides strainging to see

a small tiny room surveillance cameras pointing fingers at me check me out strip me down

My eyes grow tired from staring into the dark waiting for you to disappear to stop trying to tell me every thing’s okay when it’s not

Halt your actions your words, I dont care your life is just dandy stop bragging, unfair let me be

I search for the words but become a nervous wreck every time our eyes meet stars across the table I dont know what you like