I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,