In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone

Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that