you lived out your gangster fantas… through association rather than ab… you mingled with the bigger fish and your small crew grew and thriv… making money hand over fist
What does that say about me I’d much prefer to see you fail Than to watch you bask in victory What does that say about me When I refuse to assist
they lied to me at school I got told the world was my oyster… upon leaving school I realised I was allergic to shellfish. they lied to me at school
Nurse my broken wings back to life They don’t work the way they shoul… For I’ve flown too close to the m… And scanned all the heavens above I’ve journeyed beyond existence
I fly through the worlds periphery a vast wisp of black smoke, a cancerous cloud of mental though… free wills castigation, I flit through the keyholes
peel back your skin who will you show what will you be and who will you know your cats eyed face
the prettiest face the warmest smile can be taken over if just for a while lust and greed
I’m laying myself on the line here I will wait, as damocles, ready I need you in my life, now and alw… I need you here with me Don’t listen to the words of other…
all these faceless hollow images people I’ve never met but I know, their lives are a watercolour with gentle strokes its painted sl… secrets and lies and indiscretions
You start, just a gentle simmer A slight bubble, not much more But gradually you fiercely splash Spitting lava like water over all And as we try so hard to turn down
Slim desire, come and nourish me Let my bygone youth play havoc sti… Be the appeal of all fabric lay he… Steely eyed, insulated, a melodic… Slim desire, come and force feed m…
These memories I house in my brai… They rattle about like wind throug… Faces come close and fade;hearts l… I seek the knowledge of who I am. Thoughts that race, I struggle to…
tidy rooms and hopeful mess uncluttered places and a fallen dr… clothes all folded to a heap expir… slotted in faces suspended on wire… allotted to spaces too defiant for…
virtue sings of you and your name, every move made not happenstance, regal strides and posture hold fir… years of idolised glances to stare… more than a surrender of heart, mi…
honour thy heart and live in light so dark the sky from which I fall… too much cruelty that fuses deligh… to a circumstance of love lost to… assist my aim and gracious attempt…