(2013)
Sometimes we go along with things because we don't understand we have options
a radio, a torch and a can of hair… some toothpaste, a naan bread and… an egg timer, an i-pod cover and s… the remnants of her disorganisatio… a scented candle, a full and empty…
we forego our own happiness just as puppets we hang by the thr… we once owned hopes our aspirations are just lengths o… we had a faith in a future
do you believe my resolve has happ… it’s taken years of searching and… churning over books, old laments a… trying to find the cause and invar… I was small when i first took this…
the world and all its trappings that you drape around your gold, the lace and frills you wear all tell a tale, they speak of disappointment
I fly through the worlds periphery a vast wisp of black smoke, a cancerous cloud of mental though… free wills castigation, I flit through the keyholes
true and real faith hides its face… between ego and a barrage of hurt… we endure our lives as an out as a… asides fluttering in subliminal ec… our stage and act is someone else’…
You’ll never know how you saved me You pulled me, gripped my collar Yanked me back from the pit of me That place where the madness perco… My true saviour
These memories I house in my brai… They rattle about like wind throug… Faces come close and fade;hearts l… I seek the knowledge of who I am. Thoughts that race, I struggle to…
when we were a tad younger possibly even a wiser than now, we strode the days like pirates and the nights like i don’t know h… we braved each hour as a safe bet
Tonight I ran my mouth away Its rabid dogs, the leash strainin… Saliva rippled pools akin to acid,… Words with the lust of a vampires… Tonight I ran my mouth away
I never had that pause that you he… so much asylum searched, sought af… mentally rescued from the north wh… I beat myself up, I tried to pain… I’ve overstepped the mark so frequ…
popped balloons taped to the front… a twenty first birthday banner at… a living room full with one person… the low music playing won’t numb t… people invited seemed to not want…
and into my heaven drifts your lonely pen you sketched me a sky and I’m here, I’m there shapes and outlines
how sweet the rose once smelt now, as the petals fall to the flo… their memory leaves a deep welt and it leaves me craving more. how sweet we two once were
I follow us around the house Singing, laughing and dancing Tepid images from a yesterday The ghost of the way we were The magnetic draw of the others ey…