You might know her As blonde eyes Or as the sister who bakes cookies But you see I don’t write this

Have you ever felt A hole inside of you Something dead inside Where your heart Is supposed to be?

Inspirational quotes Are full of crap Whatever meaning Is lost In the sea

I cannot divide My heart Into four pieces Equally Geometrically

The news hit me Like a punch in the gut I threw up two times From the pain Knowing that I

I know it’s for the best But it still hurts Hearing mothers complain For what I would give anything fo… My husband says no

A family trait Massage Is our vice No shame Take what

My parents always say We’re proud of you I am too I got out of bed I used to get so much done

I look away Afraid to see Flicker of nerves In their eye A clench

When the emotion comes up It feels like heartburn Like acid Clenching my throat My ears go watery

Down to earth I am but of dust Dust particles I see floating in the air Carbon molecules