(2014)
What if one day I wasn’t there for you? And you were left needing me If I wasn’t there When you woke up
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
It’s not that I’m sad Though I am It’s not that I’m discouraged Though I am It soaks deeper
I am stronger Than you think I am I am weaker Than I look
A noisy restaurant Listen Focus Beyond the dishes The music
My parents always say We’re proud of you I am too I got out of bed I used to get so much done
Why can’t I choose to be somewhere in the middle? Surrounded by extremes Measure everything With a grain of salt
Itus and Itis Crashed my party I didn’t invite them! I whisper to my sister They make my skin crawl
I struggle to Keep it together Maxims and mottoes On repeat In my mind
The strings that attach me To this world Ground me Yes they sometimes Keep me from flying
Hospitality To love a stranger It need not be much For one who has little Will appreciate it
I wallow in my sadness As it pools up It has not swallowed me Who floats above its surface This surface
Are you ever tired Of just being you? Did you ever Want to be Someone new?
Love is sincere Sincerely Wanting to connect Love makes you crazy Insanity that makes you fly
The medication is not me But neither is the sickness it tre… You may hear its effects In my voice In my opinions