I gather my tears up in a bottle a… Watching as it drifts away, perhap… Free of sadness, free of pain, fre… Freedom to sleep good dreams of ha… No more twitching, no more screami…

I asked God what was to come, and I was left unanswered. I asked for an answer to my questi… yet silent was my room. I asked God what have I done,

I know people that complain When they didn’t get that car Or that brand new phone. And when they do, I never hear them say

Over head the moon shines a heaven… Below the sea howls a gruesome sou… The in between is where I resign… A place I may never be found The stars fly by, one by one,

Silence, As I walk this lonely road. Silence, Unable to find my strengths. Silence,

I am standing in front of a mirror But it’s not my reflection I see. Instead of a cheerful, smiling blo… With striking blue eyes, I see a sad little girl;

Things have never felt so right be… Sitting here in the front seat of… Watching your beautiful green eyes… Wrapping my frozen fingers up in y… Embracing in a blissful, calming k…

I wonder what it is like to be a g… Would I care what my hair looked… What I wear? What I say? How I… Would I scratch my nuts and pick… Would I kiss girls and stare at b…

I ask for forgiveness and I am gi… I ask for trust and I am given un… I ask for faith and I am given do… I ask for you and I am alone. I look for hope and I find fear.

I stare at the slightly lit ceilin… Trying to keep from sleep. I won’t let go because I’m terrif… Of what might come after me. I’m done with all of the nightmare…

center I’m trapped in a dark room, No windows, No doors. I covered every inch with my bare…

Cold knocks at my door like an old… I open to find you standing on the… Before I can speak you wrap your… Your lips pressing to mine in an e… Immediately my worry is erased, my…

Most normal people can dream good… I guess that makes me abnormal. For I haven’t dreamt a good dream… Left to question my own moral. When it starts out good it falls a…