We’ll there is a lot of teens acting out and doing those bad things like parting drinking and doing drugs in one part of my life that was me I was the type of girl who partied got drunk I was in a really bad place I had really bad “friends” but I stopped or at least I thought I did I was really better I’m in high school and something happened and I went back to that really bad place again I did what I tried not to do I went and partied got drunk and reunited with those bad friends I thought I was done with this I have amazing friends but I ended up pushing them away like I always do to people who come to close to breaking my wall I hate being so shut off from the world it’s so hard to not do that I’m stopping for good I always say I will never go back I will put a fake smile and pretend I’m happy then drown my sorrows out...,