30th Birthday 2016
You cannot live your life in fear! Each moment missed as looking here… You watch your step; diet; drinkin… Mind your manners; Ps and Qs. Wakeful worry of what might or mig…
I only have a moment before my hea… Wishing I could linger here, Shrug off the sweet repose of slee… Which is coming, And the darkness fills my head.
I didn’t set out to hurt you, I w… I’ll probably always love you anyh… You said that you’d never leave me… Then in the space of one weekend y… I know you’ve got someone else now…
A boy on a beach, playing games? Playing dead. As the human race watches, At home, safe in its bed. And half the world mourns,
I will not ask for help. This virus has abandoned me high a… I locked down early. As a health professional I did no… Though I waited.
Did you see? In her eyes, That sparkle? I think she knew you once, Or twice!
You’d best not drink with Beth an… I’m pretty sure they’d make you si… Whilst at The Street or C.C. Bl… You’ll lose the key to your hotel… Wake up with Pringles in your bed…
You shouldn’t have to live because… It’s not that I don’t love you or… It’s just that sometimes the pain… We live in a society where suicide… Failure.
Stallions charging, Foaming white, Breaking on the beach. They rise, Raise their heads,
I choose to explain, Before I leave you, Again. That the warmth, Of your heart,
What is this fad collecting Exes… I am so glad we stayed friends. Oh yes he was over for the weekend… Now I know it’s nice to be nice. But banish the Ex to the fog of h…
I don’t care, What you say. Your words mean nothing, Any more. You try to say,
Like when my darling Matt threw back his head on the back seat of the car and at the top of his five year old voice triumphed, “and I wish you joy,” (oh what a tremolo), “and happiness,...
Christmas may be merry, Or then it may be not. It may be filled with loss and mis… People who’re not there and wishin… They were.
I feel you, Know you are there, Pressing close, Behind me. Yes.
