(2010)
First love inspiration
I miss you But i don’t know how to tell you. I need you But i don’t know how to show it. I’m a mess without you
We tore each other apart. Betrayal, hurt, and revenge; They littered our relationship. Getting back at one another Till no one remembered why or why…
When worlds fall apart Only one thing hold it together, Hope. That is all i have, What i hold onto,
So close yet so far, So close to that smile Yet so far from a kiss. So close to a hug Yet so far from an embrace.
Time flies or so they say. You never noticed How i was there Now i am gone.
Impossible love Nothing can change Not even with the truth And the thing is I knew it all along
The way your eyes shine, The way your hand feels, The way i blush when you’re near, The way your eyes speak when all words fail,
I had promised, swore I’d never let myself get broken Then i saw your face. The beautiful brown of your eyes, A radiating smile promising honest…
Never did I think that you out of everyone would break my heart after I trusted you after I told you I loved you
The sparkle in my eyes, The blush in my cheeks, The dreams that remain untold, The secrets locked inside, The words unsaid
Sometimes we argue, Sometimes we don’t agree on stuff, Sometimes i over think things, Maybe all the time, Sometimes i’m moody,
The ashes just there waiting for the wind to blow them far, far away, anywhere but it will never come
Where we’re standing now it makes me wonder, wonder if you ever cared, if you meant what you said, if I ever meant something
I miss you already, grandma the soft hands comforting me the comforting words when as a chi… those hugs that just radiated love so small yet filled with so much
I hope no one sees, I hope no one notices A flame burning inside Consuming life Burning all it finds,