I feel a surge creeping up behind… or maybe from inside me; So surprise me. I can only take so much, before I crack a smile sweet;

I can burn a page or two, forget a name with the thought of… Ignore the need, the pleas, but this thing I cannot do. I want to bring it to you,

my heart is beating and for this i am thankful i can breathe i can breathe! my heart is beating

Thoughts unravel This road I travel The end I cannot see In turn and twist My mind splits

I sit here, reading, waiting Patiently contemplating On words, written, said And taking them to bed So I lay, repeat, say

When I was just a kid No more than thirteen Decidedly I grabbed A nightmares dream With contemporary belief

I want to see the poppy rise, bloo… and be sacrificed I want to make love to the liar, s… and multiply the wounds I wish to strip her, degrade her

You should worry, Babe; I am coming. I’m on my way; On the Return. That openness you shared with me,

In this time of need, feeling inco… and relying on unfolded dreams questioning every last belief buried in the deepest of seam is a book I have yet twice to read…

Disengaging heart solution, to spur dualities feud. Curse laden incantation, debriding hybrid wounds. If only one was weaker,

Sown; Reaped We are magnificent Our time together is but an arc of… And my pen stumbles to keep up In every thought lies priceless re…

I saw you first In a famous Blue Dress A souvenir I took And have kept ever since You called me out

If I can’t be found, it is she who knows where I am; I am her Man. When I’ve gone too far, and have left all love behind;

Oral sex and cigarettes, in threadbare kindled corsets. Trading laces in a red lit bizarre… you mend your teddy with rusty wir… Are your goods morning market fres…