20.2022.06
Tell me it’s me. Whispered wind songs Fated history. Melted forms Fade to be.
Making your way to me Like an eel on the winds of time. Connect with you by heart and mind And out flow all these rhymes. Asked for this or fate be near.
If I wrote what’s on my mind They may think of me a mess. Words swirling sending signs. Got to get this off my chest. Is it the hurt of my entire life -
They wanted me to face the monster… When they knew I was ill prepared… Not to be shamed– I stepped right… as I squeezed. Bone crushing with bulged eyes
Playing in their world gets me bur… Through trials and tribulations I… Battle scars and stripes I have e… Back to myself I’ve returned. Cut the cords or they can burn.
To the limit I push as my brain turns to mush Sacred soliloquies flooding my min… To have this one wish Putting down my fists
Seeing the paths yet my heels dug… Messages received waking and sleep… In her arms– my heart has weeped. And in my darkness– my soul she’d… Woken slumber– new framed eyes.
Waves of black Defenses attack. And I feel– I’m better off alone. Situations stark Release in the dark.
Out of everyone I meet They’ve never met an introvert. Proding at the sleeping bear Who can wake the Monster first. Rude right from the hip.
Unlocking the messages in the sign… Riddles that still come in rhymes. Slowing the beat of the mind. Gifts a key in just the right time… To decipher the messages just righ…
The longer I sit the deeper I get. Move the mountain sure no sweat. Ration turned down
Learning the River. The keeper of time. Freeing to flow Waves in the mind. Steps so dainty
Days of thoughts, ideas and issues that were so crucial at the time now seem to slip the mind.
Look at you.. sitting over there No make up on, unkempt hair And you wonder why they stare. May be the clothes you wear. Crown of a heathen with skin so fa…
What if I can’t break free What if I never truly see What if there’s still more buried In the deepest parts of me.. Will you still be waiting?
