finally, without knowing it was coming, he got to die. it was great. like a birthday party clown, he was equally the center

when (finally) we meet I’m thinking spring wildflowers will bloom on high

oh, and how it gets you these bastard assumptions, one or two commonalities

nobody goes mad on purpose, also never is it not shared,

i love you for the doubt you show me still possible in this body where you show me

you’ve been invited, stupid asshol… to remember things differently, wh… it means to be human, even. dumb shit, you’ll always let someone el… handle it, whatever always happens

I dream sometimes you surprise me and it is surprising that I don’t immediately realize I’m dreaming

leaning into, not against it. no, decidedly for, yes, always that, no matter