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Testing the soul’s mettle, the frost heaves holes in the roads to the heart, the glass forest
If God is a dog drowsing, contemplating the quintessential dogginess of the universe, of the whole canine race, why are we
All the boring tedious young men with dead eyes & dirty hair .… all the mad young men who hate the… all the squalling baby boys . . . have grown up
You call me courageous, I who grew up gnawing on books, as some kids
Endless duplication of lives and o… —Theodore Roethke I have known the imperial power of… the awesome indifference of recept… I have been intimidated by desk &a…
Sweet muse with bitter milk, I have lain between your breasts, put my ear
Driving me away is easier than saying goodbye– kissing the air,
Because my grandmother’s hours were apple cakes baking, & dust motes gathering, & linens yellowing & seams and hems
There is only one story: he loved her, then stopped loving her, while she did not stop loving him.
‘Why do you have stripes in your forehead, Mama? Are you
My broom with its tufts of roses beckoning at the black, with its crown of thistles, prickling the sky,
Narrowing life because of the fear… narrowing it between the dust mote… narrowing the pink baby between the green-limbed monsters, & the drooling idiots,
I am not interested in my body– the part that stinks & rots & brings forth life,
Bobbing in the waters of the womb, little godhead, ten toes, ten fing… & infinite hope, sails upside down through the worl… My bones, I know, are only a cage
Knowing our lives a drowse towards death (attended by dogs & children) how can it not matter